In 1973 during a pioneer USA state leaders meeting I witnessed a state leader chewed out loud and strong by True Father for following True Father absolutely. True Father went on and on about how stupid the young guy was.

True Father had given us a directive to send all our best members to join MFT. Of course we had also received directives to accomplish many other goal. Well this brother literally followed True Father and send every member from his state to WDC/MFT. In our meeting when True Father gave new directives to carryout this brother had to report he had no members left in his state to fulfill.

True Father explained it was foolish to sacrifice to the degree that one becomes impaired to further carryout mission. One can apply this in many ways selfishly, for personal taking of benefits or in a public minded way. True Father has stated our blessed families are the most important -- above mission ... this does not mean reserving cash for going to Disney. However if we sacrifice to the point that our blessed family is destroyed or our health is destroyed ... we are committing public suicide. Wisdom must be publicly mindedly applied to all directives.

The financial needs of our movement is a bottomless hole ... one must not lose perspective. In this regards I have played with fire and recently lost ... no insurance for many years and recently I now have $26,000 medical bills. You might have to leave Japan if your circumstances are too heavy, because being in Japan you come under the Japanese indemnity spirit world. Bottom line depression is mentally a perspective on circumstances. We can easily walk away from depression by taking a different perspective. If you have shoes praise God, African and Philippine members lack such. Don't have give and take with what you can't do or have not done, but focus on what you have given and take one day-at-a-time giving this day something small ... like washing dishes. My father suffered extremely to death under depression and thus I have a potential. I use to direct $1,000,000, hundreds of members, many organizations ... now I could be depressed by the humble circumstances I am in, but I praise God for each person I meet and have an opportunity to smile at or each plant I can give water to. Am I peaced out ... no way and my post reveal this ... my circumstances create vast frustration because evil is marching into our schools proclaiming the throne of Satan is Good, eat ... whereas I am with little muscle ... but I am biding my time and preparing for assault ... do the same. Put some aside for your own personally warfare and creativity.

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