Unification News for June 2004
Hardship is My Blessing
by Miilhan Stephens
Amidst a world of darkness I must be Light.
Amidst a world of sadness I must be Joy.
Amidst a world of hatred I must be Love.
Amidst a world of confusion I must be Certain.
Amidst a world of disgust I must be Pure.
Amidst a world of evil I must be Good.
But this is the only world that I can touch, taste, smell, hear, and see.
I am blind Father,
Where is the Light that I must be?
Where is the Joy that I must be?
Where is the Love that I must be?
Where is the Clarity that I can see?
Where is the Purity that I must be?
Where is the Good that I must be?
Keep those people away from me.
Those people that hate and kill with swords
They are my brothers.
But when I offer love they retaliate with slashes across my chest!
Do not worry, Father it does not hurt.
I still await your next order.
Father, this fight has been going on for too long!
I do not see an end!
Why did my sister have to go through such pain?
I work as hard as I can and I still do not see victory.
Why is it only you understand me?
It is not fair, Father!!
Oh I am sorry, Father, so sorry Father.
I did not mean to cause you fear of losing me.
I got carried away. I let myself wonder.
I know Jesus had it hard, but you know its hard for me, right?
Please forgive me…its just…
How many times must I lose you?
Too often I ignore your persistent call, push you away.
But from the bottom of my heart I love you always.
I will try harder this time.
Harder than my last promise.
Oh give me strength, wisdom, speech, and heart, Father so I my carry out your will!
I cannot do this alone.
I will not do it alone.
I have no pleasure in anything other that serving you, Father.
I clearly see nothing more important.
No one can desire wealth, power, and fame when one has felt your presence.
Father, that’s it!
I can see the kingdom!
I see hope!
It is coming!
The Sun and Moon are brighter!
Lets get started right away!
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